Thanks… feel very depressed when i woke up today… but it’s
already past and i can’t change it so just hope others can learn
from my lesson…
as for what games i played, everything lah… roulette, blackjack,
soccer, baccarat, jackpot, etc… i did play the live games because
you know it’s less likely to cheat… but i played the wrong
strategy, when you bet big amounts, you start to shake and cannot
concentrate…
i used the double down technique so my last 3 bets was on
blackjack 10k, 30k, 60k. before i even bet the 10k i said to myself
after this win i go sleep, but fate has it i lost all 3 in a row, i
thought not so unlucky but also because i cannot think well when
playing big amounts.
first game i got 13, the banker card was a value 10. I scared
bust (wrong strategy) so i never hit. the banker shows card he got
17.
second game, i got 15, banker card shows 7. so i never hit. the
banker shows card, he got 17 again.
third game, i can’t remember because i dun dare to see… i just
hear because at the end it will say “dealer wins” or “you win”...
my heart tanked when i hear dealer wins…
i dun think i will set aside money for gambling like you did. i
am disgusted about gambling.
i wish there was a pill to cure gambling, maybe turn that part
of the gene off. i think it’s a greed gene. coz i won and i didn’t
just leave but kept playing whole day till i lost.
very depressed but i think i will get over it within a few
weeks, usually like that and then after making money a few months
or 1 year later the habit comes back, hand itchy…
i went online read all kinds of advice and even try to read
other people’s similar stories but can’t help.
i dun even dare tell my gf she sure scold me. so pretty much
can’t share with anyone and i dun dare tell my friends too ashamed
to do so.
