i spend a quiet time in a unit last year in mental hospital.
Other then being able to leave the hall for 2 hours a day, 7 hours
a day to recreate,,, some days get very DULL. the unit or ward is
separated into 2 by a door. the first part consists of a bathroom
and a bedroom which look like a hall. the bedroom is BIG, there is
16 beds in the hall and beside each bed is a drawer and a
mirror.
the second part is also a hall but there is a large table with
newspapers, there is no television or radio. all the children are
only allow to watch TV at night. the time limit is 2 hours from 8pm
to 10pm. we sleep at 10 after taking medicine. i don't know what
the medicine does but i take the same medicine as other retarded or
mentally ill children... most individual think of ones who enter
mental hospital is crazy but i was lock up for acute stress.
everyday is the same, nothing happens everyday. there are no trees
outside, it is really very silent, my unit is so isolated way back
of the hospital. there is really nothing to do, i cannot even see
birds fly by.
the food taste bland, there is 2 chioces of drinks; tap water or
the heavily diluted milo. Life in mental hospital is shit, my
mental state was truely fucked up by the other retarded children's
unneccesary screaming. i really feel like screaming back into their
ears, but that will extend my imprisonment by 1 week more. You
don't know what is it like to be locked up in a unit like this,
it's a free tour in hell for me.i was told by my doctor not to tell
anyone about my condition, now i post it here, thank you for
reading.
