Dear Rinoa,
Well, it is an irrelevant question to ask what happens when they
come back to my life, because I am very sure to tell you that they
would not want to come back to me anymore. I loved my 1st ex-gf for
she represent the ideal woman in my search, but she is too cynical
and pessimistic. My 2nd ex-gf touched my heart, but I was able to
compromise to stay with her all the way, even when I was far away.
At first I thought that I might do something wrong, but in the end,
she did. In any case, I just used a line from a forumite in his
signature :
"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like
someone, and a day to fall in love with someone but it takes a
lifetime to really forget someone whom you grown to love."
At least, I can say in both cases, I still loved them for the way
they were in my heart. Sometimes, I wish that like you ever give me
the hypothetical case that they would come back and what would I
do. Then I realize that it is a waste of time to think about that,
because it is impossible and irrelevant to ask. I can only be
thankful to Fate for giving me the pain to experience two
heartbreaks and each killing a part of me... I wonder whether there
would be the third woman anymore and I wish to believe that there
is... That is why I refuse to yield to cynicism, because cynics are
people who can never achieve anything in their lives.
