dawn, happy birthday to you.
perhaps after work today u would recieve the birthday card i sent
to you.hope u dun mind the untidiness. i made the card myself and
hope u'll like it.
i have actually recorded a cassette tape which i wanted to sent to
you too. it contains words that i have long wanted to tell you, to
let you know. but after i recorded it, i knew it would make you
unhappy to hear it. so i kept it away. i didn't sent it out. but i
know it's better that i keep a distance from you. for i dun want
you to be unhappy again.
i've heard from friend that you are doing fine these days and
although i felt very hurt but at the same time, i am very glad you
doing fine.
i guess i wasn't the right one for you.
i must had given you tremendous pressure back then.
i was so insecure of myself. yet i made it seems like you were the
reason of my insecureness. i'm very sorry dear. perhaps i shouldn't
even call you that anymore.
on your birthday today, i want to wish you all the best and give me
some time. give me time to disappear from your life. dawn, i love
you and i believe u have made the right choice. all the best.
love always,
hong
25th may 2004
