today, i went down to buona vista mrt station with a friend to
settle some stuff. since last nov, i have been avoidin here. i was
afraid to bump into dawn, even thou in mind, she's the one who i
really want to see. today , a lot of memories came back to me. how
i used to wait for her after work to go back together. how we would
stand i na corner, smoke and decide what to do
afterwards.....
i must admit i was overwhelmed by this feeling i had. i broke down
while i was standing at the usual place. perhaps i was still
harbourin the hope that she would come by and we would stillbe the
same as before.
to the extend i tot she was atthe corner of my every glance. i
really tot i saw her. i guess i must be dreaming. i dun think think
she would still be there at this hour.
i tot i was on track to recoverin. until today , i realised i
really couldn't. life is so short. how i wish i had more
time.
dawn, i'll always love you. but i know u're doing well, and i'm
realli happy for you. pls do take good care of urself and i'll like
to thank u for makin me a better person durin the time we shared.
but i know i jus wasn't good enough for you. not good enough for
both of us.
deep down inside me, u're everything i would ever need. dawn, i
love you.
love, always
hong
