I remember there was a huge LED screen fronting the Cineleisure
Orchard. On one National Day, it showed Kit Chan leading a choir
during a performance, readying to sing her evergreen "Home". There
were people strolling and chatting (your typical weekend window
shoppers - families in tows, kids hanging out after school, working
young adolescents dressing in the latest trends, sitting at nearby
eateries, people-watching and being preoccupied with
looking cool). Then, from the screen, Kit started
reciting the first few verses from her song.
Her voice - there's a unique quality in it: fragile but
strong.
Her voice - was probably the reason why I was stopped in my
track along with my dar who stopped walking toward the building
entrance.That's when I looked at him. His face, he was looking up
at the screen.
Her voice - was probably the same reason that held the many
gazes of families and their noisy broods, lovers, school kids, and
of those cool looking people who were busy looking
cool. The expressions on their faces drawn up to the
screen were the same - a look of wonder. There wasn't any
background music accompanied to the first few verses. And that
explained how I felt sharply about the mounting silence around me.
Then, faint background music started to chime in with Kit's.
Standing there, watching the big screen was extraordinary.
Extraordinary because... there was more than 80% of the crowd
joining us, standing there. Watching.
Hoping. Do we even hope anymore, Singaporeans? Do
we even dream anymore, Singaporeans?
We all stood in silence. In respect to Kit's regal performance.
When Kit came toward the end of the her performance, especially
when she hit out the chorus, a stream of tear stained my cheek. I
didn't feel the tears at all. And when the tears started dripping
from the edge of my face, that's when I snapped out from that
hypnotic-like trance and started looking around. The crowd, mostly
females, weren't left with faces unstained with tracks of tears.
Their male companions, arms around them, looked on, proud. It's not
that egoistic kind of "proud". It's a sense of pride "proud". My
dar? His eyes were red. I asked "What happened to you?" His
sheepish reply, "I was touched. Her voice (Kit's) sang the soul of
what being Singaporean about."
Oh, and one more thing, we applauded at the end of her
performance. Off screen. In the middle of crowd. At a shopping
district. And who said Singaporeans are not spontanenous peeps?