love it & hate it
even if you always turn down money on the surface, deep in your
heart, you actually want it. you are mad that it never comes to
you. but you also believe that next time it would be you that's
lucky. thats why you would buy lottery, and keeps on buying. it
even if you dont win. money actually flow to those that welcome it.
so if you really like money, you should admit it and wave at it,
then it will come to you.
gez.. makes me sounds like i wanna throw away money like that when
i always want them so badly!
and i dont really buy lottery. 
