Another day of work as despatch rider was no fun but
STRess
being highest risk "ka u" rider on the road
with no riding experience unfamiliar with road
being told off for "Super Long" delivery
I restort to jumping red lights making illegal u-turns
anywhere
on one way road
scared of shitty bikes with clutch and brake problem
but cold engine seems to be the real stumper
just shortly into holidays but
12 mth SIP/FYP attachment gonna kick off next week
while overbusy at work the crappy singging from nextdoor's
KTV hall made me ponder on those days
where hundreds of dollars spent down the drain as
the crappy singing continues each nite cant help but feel
retarded
ever since the day I joined also the day
everything ended with my dear the only love at first sight
i've been ill-omened indulgence & luxury life came to an
end
with close to a thousand indebted to me i just lost the
respect
at times ignoring my dad, shouting at mom
managing school family and work determined to succeed
perpetually swopping fewer caps on more many bottles
ensuring every bottle secured
It's matter of time I burned out
and how important are friends?
everytime i see my nick i see 27 oct where
recurrence of events return in time
it just never ends
its really time for change
