Army!!!!
I slacked my 4 months away... and finally 26th April 2001, i was
enlisted! 
I went into Jaguar Company, School 1, BMTC. I loved life there,
carefree, relaxing... training was fun... i know most will say
obese training is easier... well think of it this way, say
you're...1.78m tall, and 75kg... now, add more weight till u weigh
96kg, and go jog for me... get my drift? so basically BMT has
adjusted its training regime for the fat dudes! 
Anyway... before BMT, i started to think what i could do AFTER
army... i tot, well i could upgrade myself, but in my heart i just
didn't want to suck money off my parents anymore...
So i considered signing on, stable job, stable income, can give $$$
to parents, got time can go upgrade! cool right? so i sent my
application and i got rejected... oh well, i can try again in
BMT...
So i applied again in BMT... rejected...
I tot, okay still have almost 2 yrs to try... hahha 
So after BMT, i was sent for driver training course, after which i
got posted to my unit at PLAB... i spent my life as a NSF there, i
met lots of good people... they are now my friends, i still contact
them
but while i was in there, my application was approved and i went
for my interview! haha, sooo happy!
i didn't get any rejection letters at all thru the whole process,
so i signed on as a regular, but i would have to go to my course
the week after my ORD... so i ORD on friday, then monday i was back
as a regular... i left my unit with too many happy memories... and
i nearly cried on my last day... okay, i did cry... 
I missed the guys, and i missed going to work there...
Deaths
Okay... so basically my mindset changed quite abit, coz of this
word 'death', not because i fear death but, more like, what will
happen? not in a spiritual way, but what will i do here?
okay, there's this guy i know in sec sch... he lost his parents...
he's my age, and in NS now... he was a younger sis and bro... and i
stop to think, what will happen if it was me??... and my classmate
died while riding a motorcycle, i'm not saying i will be accident
proof, but i try to ride safely when i'm on a bike... i dun chiong
around, speed for no reason, or challenge ppl at red lights... coz
instead of a racing bike, i got a little chopper, hahaha! 
Well since we're on the topic of deaths... one of my friend's
father passed away 2 yrs ago, but the same thoughts came to my
mind... what if it was me??? did i have the money to support myself
if my parents were to leave me? and if i leave my parents, will
have money to leave them?... 
Recently due to SARS, my colleague lost his parents... yes
parents... both of them... so all these things make me the boring
person i am, trying to plan for the future... 