Devil's Inspirational Thoughts~3!

Devil1976 SG

Law of natural affinity....

To be in love with someone you love and the one who truly loves you for who you are... Say.. How often are you attracted to another party? Are you sure who you love is who you want to love? Would you like the person to love you? Would you like the person to love you for who you are...?

Since we were young kids, we are often attracted to different kinds of figures... People whom we wondered how should we catch hold of their attention.. Despite the fact that you might love someone, do things which need be... Do you ask how long they would stay that way? And especially if he / she finds out you might not be what he / she wants... Are you prepared to risk that balance....?

For I would rather be myself... Nobody great, nobody noble... But it's the least that I could be.... May it be among the thorns... Or among the roses... I'm just what I'm made of.... If you're genuinely interested to look at my petals.... You shall see colours like you've never seen before... Patterns within patterns waiting for you to explore...

Do not attract for the sake of attracting for you would only be cheating on one's feelings... To bring disappointment to one would only bring disappointment within yourself in time to come....

Do not pretend.... Do not care for what others might see you otherwise... Because you're a flower.... Nothing less.... Nothing more.....

Devil1976 SG

Sadness......

Like a room which is so quiet and silent. Nothing seems to move. Nobody says a thing. So dark and deep you can't see. So tired and sleepy is this feeling, makes you feel like going to bed and never to wake again. Makes you wonder but don't want to know... Don't want to see... Don't want to think....

Why so many... Things which are purposely set wrong so that this world seems upside down and ugly. And outside of this room, it's always raining... Not a drop on you yet you feel drenched with misery..

Why is it that it's something so simple you want which often is made so complicated... Why is it that no matter how hard you try, people just seems to make it harder for you... Why does it seems that people just want to see you bleed... That you seems to have so little choices in this world but to live it the way it is today....

Stop. Not that it's gonna happen... Very quiet, yet so distracting... Very silent yet so confusing.... Breathing, breathing.... Waiting for everything to stop.

Devil1976 SG

Love, Love Love.....?

Once upon a time... It seems.... Love was so pure and innocent... So simple.... Daddy love mummy and mummy love daddy... And that is LOVE! But OH... Why do I have to grow up... To see how daddy 'love' mummy.... And mummy.....

For a start, 'love' ain't that pretty anymore... More like petty if you ask me.... MAKE 'SEX'! NOT WAR! How many sex nowadays truly consist purely of LOVE....?

And to think of HOW it SHOULD be done and the correct methology to go about doing it... LOVE! Just how long would you LIVE...?? If you were even ever there before....??

LOVE, can you tell me how you're done?? The correct way to nurture you..... Not expecting any return.... LOVE! ARE you STUPID...?? Or do you think that I'm stupid or do I look stupid to you...?? LOVE... Tell me when you're done and over with okie...? Because you're SO HEAVY, you're wearing me out.....

LOVE, put on a SMILE. DON'T turn your back against me.... I can think of a thousand reasons why I DO NOT need you! But it's just BEYOND those reasonings that I'm needing you so...

LOVE, won't you look at me? Why can't you understand? Why can't you see...? Why do you still do that thing ya do if you could understand me....? LOVE, should I just forget about you altogether....?

LOVE, do you only visit me in my dreams...? Is that why my sleep always seems SO NICE but YET when I wake, EVERYTHING just seems so UNFAMILAR and DIFFERENT....??

LOVE, why won't you look at me....?? Why do you have to dig beyond SO DEEP IN.....?? I NEED TO HOLD YOU LOVE.... CAN'T YOU SEE....?? But you.... No... Pls don't tell me... Excuses and lies... I've had enough of them already... I just wanna rest... I just wanna live AFRESH. I just wish to be me again....

LOVE. Are you really mine.....?? If you are, why won't you just sit closer to me....? Why do you move....? Why do you blink...? Why do you wonder....? Why....? LOVE. If you're not mine, why are you here?

LOVE. CAN'T YOU SEE? Are you BLIND? LOVE. WHY do you have to be so UP CLOSE WITHIN ME...? YET what ya send me are just COLD SHIVERS up my spine.... LOVE. I'm COLD. I think I'm DYING....??

LOVE. Don't look. Don't see. You need a rest. LOVE, how ugly is it really in this world we live in....? LOVE. Don't look. Close your eyes. Let me hug you warmly in my arms. I know you're FULL of THORNS, but I just wanna let you know... That I love you......

Am I dead yet....?

Devil1976 SG

Tired.....?

Just attended an outing... The fact of going down after busy work apart... Tired... Where does that come from....? Looking at the guys laughing and talking reminded me of the years back when I was doing the same... My 'shifting'.... From a very quiet person to a very noisy one... To one who is a 'mix' in between to somehow today, rather quiet again..... Tired....?

It seems... I'm very much focused in my work nowadays, little thoughts are allowed to penetrate my mind again... Only worthy ones, positive ones....? Meaningful ones....? So deep... Buried within myself....

Tired...? Yes. Maybe? So many thoughts... The world so fake.... So unpredictable... Not that I'm truly afraid... But once I open myself to 'attacks'.... My pathetic leftover fragment of my heart it plays with.... The one I nurture over great deal of time.... Serve you right. Why didn't you keep to your part of the bargain Mr Devil?

On the short run, you'll seems to have limited choices... On the long run you might be 'shifted'... Play your part. Play your part WELL and you'll be your game with the ball in your hand, on your court.

Tired. When can I breathe again....? Still breathing so even deeply... Slowly... Could I be a Devil soon again...? Why the hesitations....? Time is watching..... PERFORM for APPLAUSE.

Devil1976 SG

“ 第三世界 ”

这是个很古怪的世界。只要有东西出错，箭全都会射到我身上。罪全都会算在我头上。

只要有‘利’。“人”- 可以不分黑白，颠倒是非。这是个恶心的世界。人。不管金衣玉袍，还是最丑陋的动物。。。。。。

Devil1976 SG

doubt

Just went to a movie with a friend. The name of the movie is 'doubt'. Like the controversy within the movie... Like the suspicions... Doubts.

"Don't worry, we'll know the outcome when the movie ends." My friend commented.

"How convenient?" I replied.

In life, the truth might often not be so defined. Perhaps not even at the 'end of the story'. People just presume that it's the 'end of the story' and stick to their own version of belief...

Unfortunately or fortunately, the 'truth' wasn't out in the end. A movie which lives up to its name and leave you with much to ponder and in doubt.....

We particularly like the analogy of 'pillow & feathers' as gossip. It reminds me of my own life and how people with much reservations in the beliefs of what they've heard, unreservingly accuse you of something? Perhaps it's their selfishness? Because at the end of the day, the knife won't be the one poking at them? Their nature? Their irresponsible fun-loving? The fact that they just wanna convince people of what they wanna believe, just like the sister in this movie....? And the fact that our principal told her teacher, the latter's believing in her own version of truth for the simplicity of it... Without really knowing that she's believing in her own version of it all because of her own stubbornness and perhaps with irony... 'Simplicity' as well....?

My life is full of 'pillows'.... And with the amount of 'feathers' created by them, people just tends to believe more.... Simply because most people believe what they see and hear without thinking over what they see and hear... Not like they need to care most of the time? And so, those people watching the 'feathers' would destroy their own 'pillows' and create more of their own 'feathers'.... 'Unintentional' perhaps some might say? I do not know... All I know for now is there're 'feathers' all around us... And most of the time, people are just selfish or blind?

Devil1976 SG

Key Holders

this strange world. the relationship between the keys, the key holders & the key seekers.

for so long. it is believed that the world is round. yet little do people make note of it.

trapped behind each door, at least a soul. the door between the truth and the lies, and the people who abuses it. they seek for a simple gift. a gift they do not truly deserves. a gift which is free, so precious yet they distorted it all.

then they cried out loud. despair. lost. in a world of its own. created by themselves.

is this the joke they tell?

yet time. over. the answer which is so simple. doesn't take that brain to crack, only complicated by it. is it sad we can never understand? is it sad we take never accept?

the world we live in. our dreams. let theirs become ours, and ours become lost. they say what you have belongs to you. i say only if you know how to treasure and keep it.....

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