Phantomnite,
I will heed your advise. However, I am afraid that the
relationship will turn sour. I do compromise a lot. However, based
on my character, I don't like to compromise for things, unless
necessary. I never tell her about this, afraid might hurt her in a
way. Eventually, I do compromise. Maybe, both our personality are
too strong headed.
Haha. I feel that you are a bit like me in terms of character
and thinking. Don't worry. Usually when face with such a situation,
I will always tell myself, if I'm meant to be with her, she will
know how to reply. At least when she reply, I will know whether she
is true to me or not. And for those emails I sent, it prove me
right that I'm correct in choosing her. =D
Anyway, back to you, its a good time to know how she feels about
you. If things do turn sour, at least you know she is not serious.
And you must get her to make the decision whether she wants to
continue with you or not. If she reply you saying she don't know,
guilty. . All these crap. Then please just shoot her back and
say, stop being unfair to me, yes or no?
If she say no, then okay lor. If she say yes, please work out
with her on how to mend the relationship. Nothing is impossible if
the 2 of you are willing to work together. =)