He is someone whom i admire for yrs. I like his way of attitude
towards problems. His happy go lucky nature. Though he gets whiny
sometimes, he does know how to handle situations.
I used to have a bad impression on him. About 4 yrs back, I thought
he was gay. Perhps because of the way he talks to his fren(who is
his closet guy fren). But still we become really good frens. I did
ask if he wasnt straight, he just brushed it off by saying, "what
do u think?"
Though i do like him, i told myself he isnt straight and should
move on. Then i met my ex and accepted him. But still somewhere
inside, theres this slight feelings towards him which i felt that
its more of admiration.
It was only till recently i realised he wasnt the way i thought he
was. I hang out with him, well just the two of us, a couple of
times. We are close frens now. And during those hang outs, i got to
know him better. And also realised that i i didnt fit into his
citeria of ideal gf.Now i like him. sigh. But he said that he
prefers a carefree life when i asked if he has anyone on his
mind.
i really wonder if i should tell him how i
feel.....................
