This is getting personal(and i'm sharing in my own humanistic
POV)....
It's a tough choice,
there will be a time when i get selfish, possessive and one minded.
A part of me usually won't want to see the other party getting
upset because of my own happiness. However i don't want to make
myself suffer as well. It's tormenting and i've been thru that
before.
Coming to the second point...
If i know that she'll be happier with someone else. I'll bless her
with all my heart. that's in terms of the generous and selfless
side of me.
I'll be glad for the person i like to be happy and spend her life
meaningfully then anything else.
But i know that when i let her go....i'm numbing my heart and say
'It's all right, i'll still be there if you need me. Remember me
ok?'
And life continues.....
If i'm suppose to choose one...i'll choose 2nd Op, however 1st Op
will always be a great challenge. It's a great torture and
struggle...
I believe....that 2nd Op will prevail within me.
Tanks Yun for your contribution in Sch Off Tots.
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