haven ranted in a long while.maybe i have forgotten how to
rant,how to be angry.
i wanna sit all night and chain smoke.and dream of things that
could have been. and things that will never be.
i love taking the morning train,watching funny people doing funny
things. its better than reality TV. its different everyday, in fact
its different every cabin of the same train.watching people
sleeping so deep on the train,i wonder how they do that. i can
never sleep on public transport.or how people from 2 doors
away,rushing to a emptied seat near me. i will always let them
think that they have a chance,let them get really close b4 i sit
down slowly. 
i love to see how people behave in a crowded place,how the simply
sound of trains pulling into the station will make people run.all
the way from the bus stops to the platform.carl lewis,beware.
how they will push everyone away just to get into the closing
door.like if they do not get into the doors b4 they close, their
jobs will be at stake.so u see them pushing everyone
aside,including the young and the old,women and children.nerds and
even the tattooed ah beng!!they are focus.Hulk hogan,beware.
i feel like i m out of love again. which is a good thing.
