woke up at 9ish am on saturday morning.had less than 5 hrs of
sleep after another drunkard nite out.too much bacardi and
marlboros.
walked to the bowl, peed and flushed. then squatted down to wait
for the puke to come.puked.twice.
i have not puked after drinking for a long time.6-7 years maybe. i
only remember puking something like twice before. and those were
when i was much younger and drinking like a Fucking fish.i
remembered once when i opened up the door of the moving cab and
puked rite outta the moving cab.thru a opened car door.that was my
birthday, i think 21 or 22?i had so much to drink its not even
funny.
anyways back to saturday.i think i got woken up by the need to puke
more than the need to pee.i felt so sick b4 i puked, and i felt so
sick after i puked.i decided i needed a change, i needed to do
something.to change something.
i decided to stop smoking and drinking. lets see i stick to
that!
