I had a dream last night.
I dreamt I was re-called back to Camp for preparation of War with
Thailand.
I remembered clearly that I was drawing lastest automatic weapons,
five grenades, SBO, fullpack, combat ration, anti-malaria pills and
etc.
For the very first time in my life going for war, I was very tense
up, scare and lost. In my mind I was prepared to fight a losing
battle and may not come back anymore.
Worst of all, I had been working like a dog through my life to
support my bloody housing loans and left with no savings for my
family!!! 
