Now my question is about getting job.
At 24 years old, with a completely blank resume except for
name/address/bad O-level cert, how can I even get a job? I am not
good at anything at all. My life since young has been spent
entirely in depression, anxiety, fear, guilt and hatred.
I cannot remember the last time I smiled. I even forget my birth
date because I have never celebrated my birthday as far as I can
recall (maybe only when I was born, that’s it).
In the very rare chance I am accepted for job interview, what do
I say to the hiring manager if he asks why am I 24
with blank resume, no job experience & no tertiary education?
Should I confess that I been spending my free time at
IMH and CGH? Should I tell him about my
mental disorders?
Even if I do not reveal that I have any mental disorders, within
the first few hours or days at a job, it will definitely become
apparent. That is the nature of my conditions. Any stranger or
person who interacts with me will instinctively know that I am
abnormal. That is the main reason I am avoided and outcasted by
people, because they sense a deep darkness and abnormality in
me.
If I can even get discharged from NS because none of my officers
can put up with me as I screw up everything everyday (and I never
got punished even once), how easy it would be for a normal employer
(who has no compulsory obligation to his employee) to fire me from
a job?
you cannot started working in normal industires. nothing with
blank resume. but worry thing is the incredible hulk inside
you.
go join some welfare or handicap schools. start small. what is
the nearest thing you like to do? turn it to some form of work for
a living.
now its getting normal getting ajob. youhave no other family
commiments should be okay. its all up to you. while you can take
medicine timely, don skip it, keeping a fresh open mind is the
key.
i do doubt your medical conditions though. cant socialize but
still cannot be alone? to my knowledge schizoids are never alone,
and they usually wont mind withut company.
yors this tupe are nothing lah. just start small. IMH anyone can
go in. its problem of the mind. 'depress' people also can go in.
the mind is so compaex. unless you wanna go police station test the
lie detector - wed see if you really go problem truth or not. dont
tok about army lah, army all sorts of monkeys also got.