Hello, let me introduce myself first.
I have graduated from ITE and I will be enrolling into a
polytechnic soon. As I apply for the polytechnic, I have totally no
clue about my future career and whatever course. I seem to be like
a piece of wood drifting. Am I the only one without a clue of my
life? I intend to attend a university but my parents would not be
able to afford it after my studies. I really envy students who can
afford it. I do not wish to be stuck in a diploma.
As I were formerly from ITE, I feel a sense of insecurity in me.
Other polytechnic students will be younger than me. It seem as
though I am overaged and might not fit in well. What if I can't do
well in my studies?
By the time I ever enter a university, I would have been in my
late twenties. Girls would be all around 19 - 21 and boys around
20-22.
And right now, I have problems such as low self confidence and I
have not had a girlfriend since I was born. I worry everyday about
my siblings and parents.
I really had enough. It feels so painful. Why am I the only one
suffering in this world with poor studies, no direction, poor
family and I even have to worry about my siblings about their
education and my future.
