Hmmm. Then i wanna ask you what is it that you like about
lesbian tomboys?
How they dress, they talk? What they wear?
For me, the way i see is that you admire them because they have
musculine characteristics that maybe you dont have? So thats why
you look up or wanna be friends with them. I think you have to do
some soul searching. Always follow what you like.
Say, i put you into a scenerio, you like to be the girl and she(
tomboy ) be the guy, then who is gonna do who? You
understand? Haha.
Also, it is very hard to find a girl that likes her man to be
her wife instead. Your situation sounds very complex. Again, you'll
do a little soul searching to really understand your situation. All
i can say is, only you can understand the feeling you
own.
Hmm...I don't know...is like seeing lesbians tomboy gives me
some sort of feelings like I'm interested in them...hmmm...I aren't
quite sure i.had thought bout it for quite simetime and I don't
think that its cos they have masculine characteristic...I just had
a feeling like I'm suppose to be a girl...in fact I was thinking of
buying sime makeup.for my own use and maybe a skirt and wear it in
secret...at one point I was also tempted to wear a pantyhose to
school. Hmm...for that I know cos no matter how tomboy a girl
mayb...wearing a white dress is still her dream...but idk why its
also my dream. I did thought of it a lot and whenever I'm
crossdressing I felt the most comfortable in it..and feel not out
of place... But then, it.could be just that I'm rlly like this cos
I seen a doctor and she suspected that I have more female gene in
me
