Hi, I’m a 18 year old guy and I’ve a problem and I’m looking for
help.
I’ve a thing for crossdressing as a girl. It actually started
last year, when I start to have feminine feelings and wanna be a
girl. I started wearing female jeans, and once i.accidemtally enter
the female washroom, as I’m a cleaniness freak, I started using the
female washroom when I’m out late at night or early in the morning,
to prevent myself frm being caught, I would behave as a female
would in the toilet.
Things got worse when once my family was out, I started by
trying out my mum’s and sister’s lingerie, then as time passes I
started trying dresss, heels, pantyhose and even wore make-up
(which I learn via YouTube). Then my confidence grew and one day
while they were out, I combine everything together, I got to admit
I look quite pretty in it.
Knowing the dangers, I tried controlling my urge. I was able
to.control it for one month before my feelings return. I then
started shaving parts where a female would shave and play dress-up
occasionally.
I’ve told some of my friends, all but one was disgusted by it,
and the ine was impressed by it and wanted me to show her one day
in her.clothing
I am a totally straight guy and I’m still single, but I have a
feeling for lesbians and girls who crossdresses as a guy. Also its
my dream to marry a girl of my dreams, however, I’m the one to wear
the dress while she wears the suit. However, I am curious to know
wheather girls are ok if their boyfriend are like this, would they
accept a guy like me?
Also many of many friends have comented that my build n size is
something that a girl would dream of. I’m very slim(waist size 25)
and only weights 45 kg. Plus my size is small for a guy .
I didn’t take any.photo as I fear that I would be caught.
Can anyone help me…will be glad if its someone similar to me,
better if its a girl. Would anyone like someone like me?
Also if i.continue doing this will I turn gay? However, I don’t
rlly like guys at all. I also have not enlisted for NS yet, should
I let the officers know about it when I go for my medical check-up?
I would be rlly glad if they would allow my habit and give me the
female uniform.
Ps. I semd it via my phone so sorry for any
Just dun dig a hole underneath for goodness sake. Not against
anything but some remedial therapy before hole is inevitably dug
for heaven sake. Probably look for a girlfriend to fuck and form a
family.
