My life is at the bottom now... Here is brief background
I was from normal primary school, Without studying I usually
scored the top in the class and I scored 240 for my PSLE without
even touching studies and I really believed I was genius.
I went into so called "top school" And My life untill sec3
was the same... Don't study, play whole time and score an A(At this
point, I din't noticed most of people in the class scored an A).
Everything was soo easy for Me. Once I hit sec3, everything
changed. I took Amath and I totally had no idea what to do. People
around Me who studied punctually can cope with class and have no
problem with O level studies. I felt very inferior as it was My
first time in life I failed my studies so miserably.
I Was arrogant and I Couldn't admit the fact that I'm not
that smart. And I need some effort to make it in studies.
And Because of that, I stopped going school and got expelled.
The next year, I moved to private and repeated sec3 because My
previous school attendance wasn't enough..This is the part When I
Started hanging out with those gangstar and really stopped going to
school. But because that school wasn't strict. I got to progress to
sec4. And that was last year. BUT even before O level, I
constantly skipped class, didn't pay attention in class, didn't
even flip my workbook even once. And My prelim's result was Str8 F9
with all subject beside english I which i got D7. At this point, I
already stopped thinking that I'm smart and I just gave up
everything with My life. I was really whilling to work after i
finish my O. 2weeks before My O level, I realised I'm wasting My
life and I needed to make a change. I went down to popular
bookstore and bought ten years series for my math and science and
started doing. Ofcourse I felt frustrated but I pushed my self to
study hard for math and science.But I never touch my social study
and PoA.
My O level grade was
English D7
EMath B3
Science Phys/CHem C6
Social Study E8
PoA C6
I know Compared with other people, My result is horrible. But I
started from0 and I got to score B3 in Math and C6 in science with
2weeks. I regretted and cried.. Why I din't study earlier.. But it
was already too late....Now I find some potential in my self again,
but this time I really want to study hard and keep up my
attendance.
But because of my result, I was placed in higher nitce course in
bishan ITE. The environment there is horrible especially for my
course. Everyone's saying like " ITe=Its to enjoy no need study"
"who give fck bout GPA" And Make noises during lectures and I can't
concentrate.
So I Want to change the school. Doesn't matter Private/Local as
long as the environment is good to study. Problem here is I don't
really know what i want to do in future. I just want to study.
My dad's income is around 130~150k per year so school fees
should be affordable.
Any recommended place for me to go?
you are a genius.
i slogged so hard for psle and i get 202.
you are wasting your talent