Some of you may have read my
thread that I posted way back last year..thanks for all the help
and replies =)
Ok so here are a myriad of
issues I’m facing… lol. Help?
My question is – how to fit in?
I do not have unrealistic expectations like expecting to have a
best friend in office, but I would like to at least know how to fit
in!
No matter where I go, I stick
out like a sore thumb. Because everywhere I go, I see cliques, I
see ‘woo’ girls. I hate cliques. I hate ‘woo’ girls. ‘woo’ girls
are those who are always hyperactive and think life’s a party. It’s
not that I hate them – but that overenthusiastic behaviour just
puts me off..
I was really really really
close (for a period) to a girl who is one of those typical ‘woo’
girls, so this shows I do not shun them..but they eat up my energy
and the friendship does not last. Our friendship lasted like a few
months. We are still friends, just not close at all although we do
make note of each other eg if she asks me for stuff, I ask her etc.
We still share quite a bit if we happen to talk. She’s my office
mate btw.
In office now, I basically just
stick to saying hi-bye to only (most of the time) the toilet and
office cleaners – they are really nice ladies – and I am
dis-inclined to making friends in the office. I do respond and try
to make small talk with random ppl in office, especially those my
age. But they are in cliques and make me so awkward.
Another thing…I so have issues
concentrating.
Only one thing is on my mind
all the time now – one my hobbies that I picked up when I was a
kid. I just want to do that thing over and over and.. I already
have problems concentrating (super easy to distract), can’t focus
on studies and work (doing pt studies). This just makes it worst.
Help?
One thing I’ve done is do more
of my hobby and sign up for lessons. So that does kinda
help.
=D