Well things basically like this...
I realised i've been losing alot of drive in my work. Somehow
just felt that i lack the drive to chiong in my work. Few years
back starting frm when i was in the 2nd yr of my army, i had lotsa
drive and pride in my work. But as i ORD and starting really
working in the outside world, started to feel that the drive within
me to excel and to produce excellent work seems to be slowly going
off. Many times i just feel that im totally sapped off my energy
and comes to work like very lifeless.
I do not have much idea why it is like this but somehow i always
felt that my contributions are not appreciated and its been like
this since my prev job. Not sure if this is causing me to lose my
drive and everyday i feel that i am just working -studying -
spending time with gf and the cycle kind of repeats. Felt like
taking a break but financially speaking im unable to do that. Gf
has been supportive of me and spending time with her do liven my
mood but i somehow still feel a lack of drive.
My current job is actually quite ok as in it is not particularly
stressful, just some office politics here and there which i assume
it is pretty common everywhere. I do get to knock off on time at
least but i am still feeling erm... very out of drive. It feels
like something is not quite right. So i would wanna ask you guys
for some advice here.
Well, since you miss and lost the drive, you can do some partime
driving, like chauffeur, pubs' velvet, or taxis driving, that might
help you to drive on.