Hi pal,
I believe it must be very difficult for you. I am also an
introvert. But when I am in the crowd, I switched. So, I can
slightly understand the feeling of loneliness, but not fully, for I
still have friends most of the time.
I was from NP, but now doing my post-grad now, and most of the
time, I am alone. Most of my classmate are much younger, and
I cannot mix well with them due to age, so yes, I do suffered like
you, when I missed something, no one tells me. I have my fair
share of A's, and 1 failure (due to missing of infor).
But I will continue to move on, to achieve the goal I set off to
do.
I am not sure what to tell you, but logically, it will be good
for you to clear your first degree. In the mean while, try
not to stay too long in front of the computer, but go out and play.
When I was young, I played games just to get to know friends,
especially those sports that does not required a lot of individual
skills, but just strength and guts, with a lot of people. So
in time to come, during training break, you will have one or two
friends.
Never stick to them, but try widen your scope. Believe me,
it helps.
As for study, in any area that you are strong, volunteer to
teach others. people will appreciate it. Share with
them your knowledge selfishly, people will notice it, and in no
time, friendship will be established.
You need to learn social skills, painful as it is. Life
ahead is more cruel, but life can be fun and enjoyable too.
Cheers.
I wish you well.
