I refuse to name anybody in this story of my life.
Hi, im 19 years old poly student who has a total of 5 siblings
in my family. Im the fourth child and also a twin to my brother who
is the last child. I have an eldest brother, 31, years of age in
2011. I , as a matter of fact, have not spoken to my eldest brother
for 19 years of my existence in earth. He hasn't too. Well, okay
the only conversations we've had is when he ordered me to buy him
things or do certain stuff he wants. Other than that, our
conversations wont last more than 10 seconds. Also, he is the only
sibling that i feel so estranged towards. WHY??? Will this last
forever??? Also, he is self-centered.
By figuring out WHY.. will you feel less hate towards your
brother and less hated by your brother?
His resentment stems from the fact that he had to share family
resources with his siblings.
Being the oldest.. he was probably unfairly burdened with many
responsibilities not given to younger siblings.
Yet, your parents had to distribute family resources equally
among the siblings. The problem magnifies.. when family resources
is currently stretched thin because there's too many mouths to
feed.
He probably felt slighted because he felt that the resources
used on younger siblings could have helped him achieved much more
in our cut throat society.
To him.. siblings are just a drain on his resources..with no
return but headaches and liabilities. Even a slave master gets
labor out of his slaves when he feeds them.
