xiaogougou I feel u man, although im attached and all but the
fact that i look so much younger den my age, at least half a decade
younger... affects me, in terms of society growth to hooking up
with mature ladies (or in fact ladies my age). As a matter of fact,
age affects me from head to toe, but learn to make use of this
fact, being young as a weapon, alot of people wants to be
young like us, they're envious of our looks.
Learn to talk beyond ur "looks", what i'm tryin to say is,
though u may look young, but speak mature. NEVER let them have the
though that not only u look young, u act young too and poof u'll be
their younger brother for the rest of ur life.
Get across to them that being young is a priveledge, make across
to them that to be able to look so young at such age has all the
benefits in the world, and allow them to think that u feel dam
bloody comfortable looking the way u look.
All these comes after u being comfortable in urself, if ur low
self-esteem is causing all these looking young problem, den build
some self-esteem. Make some achievements, go for social parties,
present urself, portray urself just be confident in urself and
everything will go right...
Thanks man, It sucks. Man I tell you it really sucks.
i could simply stand within a group of teens and blend in totally.
I often get looked by teenager girls, Can You Believe It?
And when pple get to know my actual age, some jerks would
actually make fun of me, are you having a mid life crisis? God
dammit, i really wished at that point of time I could have
punched their manhoods right out from their backs.
I surmise the social parties you meant are SDN activities?
Though unwilling, but I may not have a choice but to compel myself
to go. I'm not expecting that i'll meet anyone suitable there,
rather feel its a big risk that i'll waste my time, money and
pretty much get left out in the event though.
However I realised that my mentality has changed. in terms of
character, I've matured and am a different person now. I've become
even more responsible, and focused. I know what I want. Work hard,
be more dependable, for the woman I will eventually meet,
hopefully.
But as time passes on day by day, my hope diminishes along with
it too.
