When you have a problem that you know lies within
you, but you can't discern exactly what it is - you need to talk it
out with someone comfortable because they can see and tell what
your mind wants to avoid and block.
Our mind has a task to protect itself - the things we don't to
recall, we block them out. So much so that as time passed, we are
missing something yet we didn't know the source because it's we who
shut down the events-recollection in the beginning.
It could be the time of the month where hormones are regulating,
which cause the extreme change in moods inconjunct with the things
that took place prior and made it worst.
P.S: AA is always open. I am sure Angeline and
other good friends will be there for you if you need them.
Cheers