um i already thought about all this already but thing is when u
really get in the place u want to be i started to think that was
not for me.and about how old i would be plan to stop only at
diploma only. don really plan on going uni if poly already that bad
i think i will not go uni liao. i really don have much confidence
to do anything now. like to think i will go army sort my mind out
and try to stop thinking this way. any way i already lag behind a
lot of my friends in life, no harm being more behind right.just
hope i will try to get it right now.
it is never too late lah. it is just a few years late...whats
more important is you know what you really want to do.. even if u
want to go uni take part time course lah. you lack confidence, you
have to try to figure out what are your strengths... take a course
that you know you know you are better at.. if poly dont have, take
private one at least it is something you like..dont go blindly, do
something you dont like and try to make it through..it only makes
your life hard......