I got paired with a lovely girl during class. We discuss the
assignment and did the lab work together. She is so stunning, she
leave me stunned and I feel like I've fallen for her. She is
beautiful, smart and very kind.
But last week, she was absent because she was sick. During the
week and weekends, I can't get over her. I have been having
sleepless nights, my heart pounding, my head is racing with wild
thoughts. Everytime I watch a movie, I imagine myself as the hero
and her as the Damsell in distress. I come with my submachine gun,
blast all the bad guys and save her.
I don't know, I haven't been feeling myself lately. I feel so
excited and thoughts racing through myhead wondering what I shall
do when I meet her for lab work next week, what shall I say to her?
Whether I have the chance to entice her?
But wait.....i have gotten rejected many times before :( So am I
getting too carried away? Sometimes a part of me is saying: WARNING
! DOn't get carried away..or else you get rejected and hurt. I
remember when I was rejected by a girl last year, my heart was
broken, dark skies came and I felt like hope was running dry.
I think I should be careful. What shall I do? Shall I be
continue to be friendly to her and hope something good will come
out of this? And be ready to get rejected, in case? I don't want to
be too confident because rejection hurts.
You gal or boy leh? In our school, we are paired with same gender,
any odd, will partner the teacher.