Hullo everyone. Thanks for the replies.
Anyways, I talk to (F) yesterday and she ask me to go fly
kite. I told her I got no excuse and I deserve to get scolded. Then
she said that she was going out with her friends to party to venge
her anger on me. Ofcos I sad loh, so last night I go and look for
her at Wine Bar and see if I can calm her down.
She was with a few friends, and one of them was her ex-boyfriend. I
know this ex-boyfriend's bad history becos (F) use to tell me how
much she dispise him for cheating on her. Ofcos I knew (F) want to
make me jealous.
Anyway, I just be myself there and try to be friendly but I
think she give me cold shoulder the whole night. So I just drink on
my own. Then one of her (F)'s friend (E) come and talk to me, (F) n
(E) are close friends, she ask me why I did what I did. I told her
that I make a foolish mistake and I'm still young and sometimes I
get tempted and do stupid things.
(E) said that guys will always be guys and that they surely do
stupid things first than think of consequences. And I agreed with
her. So the whole night (E) talk to me and we started playing
drinking games - 5,10.
So much so that (F) started to come over and play with us, I think
she got abit jealousy of (E) and join in the game. Ofcos I was
happy that (F) came and play games with me. And then we started
talking again. So thanks to (E) for helping out. (E) tried to patch
us back by breaking the ice and I thank her for that.
But the nightmare start all over again. (F)'s ex-boyfriend
(R) was still there, and I think he still have sonme feelings
for (F) and when he saw (F) move over to me to play games, he
follow her like a shadow. Like when (F) went to get drink, (R) will
follow her, and when (F) go to the ladies, he also follow her. Sigh
..
So anyway, (F) also knows that (R) still likes her but doesn't want
to do anything about it, I guess her revenge is working out fine
for her, on me. Ofcos, I very the sian loh.
Anyway (F) still stick very close to me the whole night, and I
apologise to her about what happen that day, she said that she
knows I have a few female friends out there and she doesn't want me
to be tied down on her, and that we both just started going steady
so it's still very early to be certain about anything.
I agree with her that we should just take it slow because
both of us also have other issues to solve and we should take
one step at a time.
By this time, (R) the ex-boyfriend started to become tipsy and
started talking without thinking, start saying that he is the right
guy for her and that he can take care of her and all that. (R) (F)
and (E) use to always hang out together and I guess I felt odd one
out of the group. So both (F) n (E) are use to hearing (R) talk
crap.
Then (R) started to breakdown and cry, and (F) started to comfort
him. Bloody hell, (R) is a good actor, I can't beleive he use this
cry baby tactic. Ofcos I boiling inside.
So I went outside to get some fresh air and call my NS buddy (A) to
just rant. (A) said he angry for me and want to come down and
"settle" for me, I told him he can come to wine bar but not look
for trouble, I told him i'm cool with the situation. So anyways,
(A) said he come down look for me. I said okay loh.
When (A) arrived, he also brought his sister (K) along, craps, now
big time sh*t.
Ofcos I angry with (A) for bringing his siter along, but he say his
sis die die also want to come along if not she won't let him out of
the house.
So when both brother n sis arrive, I told them to go into Zouk
first and wait for me there. Best is not have to 2 girls come face
to face in open area if not sure quarrel and so many ppl will see
somemore.
I ask the rest (F) (E) to go into Zouk and then (R) also came along
inside. Inside Zouk was very noisy and playing trance, so when
everbody inside, (F) saw me talking to (A) n (K) and she ask me who
they are, I told her that they are just my own friends.
Then (K) came and talk to me, ofcos I abit worried, she ask me if
that girl (F) was my gf and I said yah, and then (K) said she want
to make friends with (F). I ask her what she up to? (K) just said
that she want to make friends instead of making enenmy.
So (K) go and talk to (F). And my heart was pounding like mad. Then
somemore (R) the ex was still like glued to (F). Then (K) ask if
(R) was boyfriend of (F). Ofcos this bloody (R) say yes lah, but
(F) never say anything. Then (K) said that they look like a
perfect couple, and this freaking (R) looking like as if he
strike lottery.
I knew what (K) was trying to do, so I go and talk to (K) and ask
her to stop the bs. She said I should just be cool about it and
that she was commeting and nothing serious.
Then (K) saw that I talk to her, she also not happy, (F) confront
me and ask me why (K) so "friendly" to me.. so I told her that I
want to be honest with her and told her that (K) is the one I
kiss.
(F) just flipped out, she went straight to (K) and shouted at her.
And both girls started arguing with each other. Madness!
(R) n (E) then pull (F) away and (A) pull his sister away. (E)
told me that I should have brought my friends here, and that it
wanlt good to let both girls see each other. So (E) said she bring
(F) home and ask me to stay with (A) n (K).
Then (R) drove (E) n (K) home, it was 1 am
already.
Inside Zouk, (A) say that he treat me drinks and we both drink
together with his sister (K). By then, I start to dislike (K) for
what she started, and I didn't talk to her much.
Then I called (F) to see if she reach home safely and she was
already at home, but she told me that (R) her ex wanted to give
their relationship another try. I got upset about that and I ask
(F) if she hated (R) so much she wouldnlt even consider him at all.
But she said she not sure and just let nature take it's
course.
I ask her why she still let (R) hang around her, so she told me
that although (R) is not boyfriend or lover material, he is
husband material. I hear already I damn ^$%#!(^&*(!! pissed.
And I cup the phone.
How can she make decision like this?! Now that I think back, (F)
use to always say that girls don't go for looks...
I mean like, wtf, I'm in NS now, what can I do??
So (A) tell me not to be sad, and ask me drink some more. (K) also
come and comfort me and tell me that, sometimes girls want
everything in the world, and that they tell people looks and money
not important but when they face with a choice of their own, their
choice will reveal their true intentions, and she (K) tell me
that's why she like me for who I am, and she really go for
feelings.
So what the f888K am I suppose to do. Wah lau why so difficult
one?
(F) or (K) ???
