Hi people, I am
kind of confused now... I could not write more into details due to
some circumstances but I try to give as much as possible and I hope
u guys can help me.
I will be
graduating soon and I have been under the tutelage of my teacher AA
for the last six months. He is a rare gem in my course of study and
he is helpful and caring to his students and sometimes he could
even stay beyond office hours to help us. He is well liked in
school.
Because of his
caring n helpful character, I just felt normal whenever he was
helping me; it’s only until 3 months ago that I start to feel that
he is more concern for me than the rest of the class. And later,
the class starts to feel it too. Jealousy spills and they start to
talk about him liking me and vice versa behind our
backs.
There is even
once when they wanted to take a picture of AA and me in a
consultation behind our backs. I turned back and stared at them. I
guessed that AA heard them too but he did not react and he
just went on with the consultation as normal.
After that
he became more focused and caring to me and my classmates
start to gossip more about us...
I always had a
great deal of respect for him and nothing else more. I did not
think of him in anyway romantic as I know it would affect his
career, personal relationship, reputation in society. but recently
I am abit confused about my feelings and I related this
issue to my closer friends and they told me that probably I am
moved by his care and concern for me. Recently I teared as I
thought of myself leaving school soon and I don’t get to see
him in future...
They also said
that he might have a crush on me but he knows that it’s
impossible between us and there’s no future so he tries to
compensate it by helping me more than the others...
I am not sure of
his feelings but I hope it is not as what my friends told me above.
But up till now, he did not act in anyway intimate or sleazy to me
and everything is dealt with professionalism.
I am a legal
adult and he is a few years older than me. I am mature so don’t
worry about sex issues and I am not going to create any trouble for
him.
I will see him a
few times more so this is how much I will tell now.
Before I end
off, I have a desire to go up to him on the last day of school and
ask him why he treats me so well and helped me so much. Do u people
think it is appropriate of me to do so? Or are there any other
better options I could try to do?
