Life feels so meaningless at times. How you deal with that?
I used to know a nerd at school. He is oso like u, feel very
meaningless. His parents always fight n the mother always run away.
He tried to commit suicide several times. He always lock himself in
his room. He wuz a loner. He have very few frens.
Then he turn to god. He went to church. He got active in youth
activities n ministries. He made many many frens, gals n gurls
alike. His social calender from monday to sunday, always busy. His
studies start to pick up. He got a scholarship. Then he started
working. He tried to find a life partner. Several gurls rejected
him. He didn't giv up, instead he strive on. Just last year, I
heard he found a galfren.
I am not saying tat christianity is gud bcause I am a buddhist.
But I am saying life is a journey. U have to fight hard for wat u
want. Sometime u dun get it but mebbe its for a better cause. Mebbe
god or fate out there has something installed for u. Be prepared to
fail but neva neva give up. U cannot achieve anything by sitting at
home or hiding in a cave, u have to go out n take the initiative to
make things happening. Sometime it is a headache but if u strive n
work hard, results will start to bear fruit.