I have a confession to make.
I literally destroyed half of my life, in fact, more than that
due to a porn addiction. I threw away friendships, scared away most
of my lady friends, didn't have much group outing experiences,
emo-ed most of the time, skipped on work duties, late for important
things, and much, much more.
Porn destroyed my morals and the true concept of reality. When I
finally got my first girlfriend, I thought I could move on with the
power of love. But I had such an over-idealistic thought of relying
on her that whenever she did not give me her time I'd drop back
into porn. I couldn't confide in guyfriends because if they shared
it out with those in my clique, i'm a gonner. I couldn't confide in
my galfriends because they would think I'm digusting. I tried
sharing it with my family, and it was bad, internal gossip and my
female cousins staying away from me was the conclusion. I could not
rely on anyone.
I realize today, right now, that, IF I DON'T RELY ON
MYSELF TO GET OUT OF THIS SHIT HOLE, I WILL NEVER EVER GET OUT OF
THIS PORN ADDICTION.
From now till June, when I move on to another step of my life, I
will update this thread on my progess.
I promise myself, that each day I managed to avoid watching
porn, I will reward myself with a delicious drink, like a dark
mocha ice blended at Starbucks, or Black Forest @ Coffee Bean, or
even a strong brew @ TCC. Yes, I'm going to turn into a caffeine
addict, BUT, it's still a much better addiction than PORN, which
will continually ruin my life if I CONTINUE ON THIS WAY.
I need your support. I need your encouragement. I need your
motivation. Please. Help me get through this phase of life with
your kind words. Thanks.
Sincerely,
Ockz
I LET TS KNOW A SECRET LA. PAP HAS A SECRET PROJECT WHEREBY THEY
CREATED A MONSTER CALLED LITTLEMISSBONKERS TO DESTROY THE
SINGAPOREAN RACE SO TAT THE COUNTRY WILL BE INVADED BY IMMIGRANTS.
THE PROJECT IS TO CREATE A NEUTERED MONSTER SO TAT IT CAN RAPE
YOUNG SG MEN N CAUSE THE FERTILITY LEVELS TO DROP SO TAT BIRTH
RATES CAN FALL.
TIS IS A STORY I OBTAIN FROM AROMANISTA. GOOD SOURCE.
