I have a very best gal-friend whom I've known 6 years. We hang out
together sometimes and we got along pretty well. I know that she
really cares so much for me and treasured our friendship. And I do
too.
But I got one problem. Most of the times, I do have sexual thoughts
about her. I know if I touch her or tell her about it, I will lose
a great friendship. But I cant do much about it. I got turned on
just by being with her and she is always wearing a low cut top.
Tell me what am I supposed to do?
Well, I do had feelings for her last year and confessed to her. But
she rejected me saying that its too risky to go further as she does
not want to lose me a her friend. I dont hate her for that, I
respect her decision. Now it seems that my feelings for her had
fade away, but now the lust I have for her is growing.
In order to save the friendship I gotta deprive myself. But I know
I cant just do it to satisfy my urge and I dont wanna harm her in
any way. I've even made a promised to myself to always protect her
from any harm. And she knows that I've always protect
her.
I wished I could tell her but I know its a suicide and she's gonna
hate me for it. She already has bf and she is not the kinda girl
who's into these friends with "benefits". I still want her
friendship but at same I just cant help it but feel like touching
her.
Is it normal for us to get sexually aroused with an opposite sex
friend?
Please help
I don't think she's also sexually aroused by you.
But if it help to relieve you, please go and
masturbate yourself to maintain your sanity.
6 years already, you have already lost and pass the opportunity
to be together with her.
Because she will ask this "Why you like me only after 6 years?
Is it because you've depleted your other options and
now running desperate? Is it because you think I'm an easy
target because we were friends for the past 6 years? It cannot be
love after 6 years, it must be lust right?"
How are you going to calm all her questions in her mind?
You simply cannot. 
