it normal lah, teenagers alway think of going away from family,
part of growing up, i had run away from my own luxury home many
times, but after a few years, i am back to my nest, and let me tell
you, there is where better than home.
Parents are the ones who bring us here, by hook or crook, they
brought us up, and most of us are more close to mother than our
father, cos father use to go out and leave us under the care of
mom, no matter what, you cannot repay all their debts. If they are
no good, try your best to be good to them, and for yr case, your
mother need you the most, you need to help her at this critical
stage, not neglect her and go by yourself. It is a time to show
your maturity and understanding of life.
no one can understand my situation. unless you have been through
my situation. you know, all these while, getting influenced by my
dad's abusive behavior, i find myself acting more like him and i
hate it. i want to get out of it.
and its not like i am abandoning my mum? i DO tell her that
mental abuse is so much worser than physical abuse and i can truly
see the effects on her. but time to time, again and again, she
always seem to forgive him for all the things he have done. and i
am definitely sick of it.
like i said, you have not been in my situation, you will not
know how i feel. you dont know the feeling of getting mentally
abuse. my dad do spill profanities at me and it hurts. hurts like a
bitch. and i want to get away from it.
and by getting away from it, i meant, my dad. not my mum. i aint
gonna abandon her. shes my mum. she does great things for me and i
appreciate a lot.
okay, so i guess that explains to everyone now. i am NOT
abandoning my mum.
