sigh, went to doc regarding some health issue. after
consultation, he recommend me go for colonoscopy. very worried that
if really diagnosed with critical illness, i donno how to cope with
the bad news.
would i have the courage to live on with a not normal lifestyle.
really very depressed now.
Everybody will die in a matter of time.
Will this makes you feel any better?
Death isn't the most fearful things, it's what going to happen
to your loved ones after you're gone, that is the most fearful
things.
You can always seek a second opinion even if there is something,
and remember you are going for check up because you need to know
that there is actually nothing.