break up bah. one moment want, next moment don't want. one
moment love, next moment friend. spend so much time and
energy getting close. when get close le, then doubt and drama
again. really sian. forget it lah. think no
hope.
reasons for failure - flickering thoughts, doubt, disbelief,
playing hard to get, technical difficulties, wrestling with the
past and present troubles, super sensitivity with words, super
cautious and risk-averse (due to her suffering past hurts, i know),
shopping mentality
insanity is hoping to get a different result by doing the same
thing over and over again. unless we take it to a totally different
level and do this in a totally different way, i think
difficult. even if somewhere there is "true love", with this
type of environment, how can the seed grow ? give up
lah. if we really destined to be together, maybe our paths
will cross in the future. this is illusion from the
beginning, and to think that we dreamt together through sweet
dreams and nightmares for 2 years. i will miss her. but
i really don't know what else i can do. cheers and take
care