my uol final 3rd yr sexams going to come out in sept,,,
me ish yr 3 stewden.
but i think i ish most likely fei lo..cannot graduate
coz i yr 2 oreddy fail 2 subjects...POA n sociology. (actually i
got advance standing n enterred yr 2 direct coz i got a relevant
poly diploma n i passed the uol bridging sexams)
3rd yr suppose to retake the 2 n take 4...total six.
but me not hardworking, not very smart also (only poly grad with
just passed diploma results), n uol course sho tough...
so i only sat for 4 subjects sexam in may.... i no confidence...
essay anyhow write.
POA exam also dunno how to do the tough questions.... forgot
whatever i study, coz i only study the worked examples, lazy to
practice the questions.
i normal always never attend lecture...lazy... stay home play
computer surf net. normal day never study or touch my notes.
parents ask how come never go school one, i tell them lecture very
boring, whatever lecturer say, is found in the notes n study guide
books, therefore can self study at home.
father scold me say pay school fees oreddy, better go attend the
lecture. i told him can self study, n also many other ppl also
neber attend the lectures. i told him i can concentrate better if i
self study at my own pace insrtead of go attend lecture n listen to
lecturer n copy notes like mad. anyway in poly i always ponteng
lecture but still manage to pass.
anyway i feel lazy to study. furthermore, SIM UOL course is all
lecture, (no class tutorial, no project work). i attend lecture, no
have friends... the other ppl all got their own friends especialy
the chio zhabors. so also feel unmotivated to attend school...i
lazy also. so end up attend first 2 or 3 lectures den no attend
already. after all, is all theory based, i feel i can study myself
from textbook n guide book.
den only 1 month b4 sexam i finally study. i read n read but feel
so tough, dun understand, the english n theory so cheem, more cheem
than poly stuff. make me feel demotivated, coz i feel no matter how
mcuh i read n study, i wont be able to understand n do well for
exam.
go sexam panick, anyhow write.
i think i will fail all papers.
den dunno how to sexplain to moi father, coz he's the one who paid
for my education.... if i fail n never pass he sure scold me one.
den i also dun feel like retaking next yr becoz the coursework so
difficult...i feel that even i study a lot, still cant pass.
feel like just telling him i wanna drop out... or the most i tell
him i m going to retake next yr.... but sian to study all over
again leh.
so how ah??? monday bruise sia...fuggs man
