Now most of my friends are soon to be going overseas and some
are getting married which makes me wonder when its going to be my
turn haha. Soon my friendship circle are getting narrow bit by bit
and it really sucks because i love having friends and so on. Now as
me and my friends getting older, we all need to move on yes?
haha
My friends are going to australia for further studies and some
are getting married around november/december. We are having our
final gathering of all our years in about next 2 weeks. omg i
really feel sad about this. Its like this feeling that i dont want
to grow up and i want this type of things forever. Its been like 10
years or so that we all are close being friends and seeing them
like this, makes me feel proud yet envy and sad. well not all of
them la just majority of them. I want to study overseas too and i
want to get married, i want this type of lifestyle i mean why not
right? because my work is ok so far. job is stable for a girl. For
a girl to have 1.6k is nice right? But i got this feeling that i
want more in life. i dont know what im missing, i want to stay with
my friends but they move on but ...... am i move on actually?
er did anyone have this trap feeling before? im happy but same
time, feel emo, envy and sad. haha
Well, take this chance to think about what is it in life that
you want more. Once you know what you want, then proceed to go for
it.
Friends come and go, what matters are the beautiful
memories that they left in our brain...
Cheers
Simple Bear
