Hi All,
I'm reaching to the point of...
1. losing sleep / can't sleep.
2. Has this "Puking feeling" since last week but nothing comes
out.
3. Feel withdrawn from colleagues.
4. Feel the lack of support from my upper
management
5. Feel that i am overloaded with responsiblities and
stuffs. Yes i'm responsible for something but i have also
tried my best and there is something which really
goes beyond my control.
6. Experience the arrowing and throwing dart from so many
sides.
This is my second job. Maybe my endurance level and
experience level is not honed up to a very powerful level that
i can tahan all these. But i begin to wonder if this is
healthy to me in the long run. I don't think i will want to
continue in this careerpath in the future.
No point losing sleep over sucking job. You are lucky, I am
underloaded and job is boring. I try to ask and even hint that I
can be more useful to the company but nobody cares. I brought it up
to the big boss, he makes fun of me because he has too much ego,
cannot accept a more junior staff letting him know that he can do
more for the company, instead the big boss misconstrue it as an
attack on his pride because he thinks the staff is instructing him
but actually the staff is letting him know he can do more to help
improve the company. You see? People ego is
Very hard to find a job that makes us happy. You can move to the
10th job also you won't find a good one. But I can assure you, some
jobs may turn out better than the last. Move if you can but only
after some time at your job so you can show that you are not a job
hopper and you can work at a place, given a period of time.
My friend at a prominent MNC IT company moved after 3
years. He told me he had enough of the work there. He movde to
another MNC company. People tell him grass is not greenier on the
other side. But I say hey he made the right decision because he
tried to do his best at his last place and now he is trying out a
new one. At least he has 3 years to show to his new employer that
he can do the job and he can stay. So the previous employer have no
excuse to say that he bow out early and can give a decent feedback
when employer do a reference check.