I am puzzle by his reaction..
Last night he brought me to a pub in town, in the pub an waitress
there told me
"he" isn't his usual self, he is very quiet usually he would be sms
ing away while his friends are having fun. The girls were
telling me that he isn't that caring usually in pub with
them. humh... (Coz before i went down i told him to order
dinner for me)
But one of the girls i could sense she like him.
She just hook him up and kiss him on lip and cheeks.
He has tried to do min. reject by moving away nearer to wall, but
wasn't successful.
He look at me when the girl do that, but didn't stop her advance
further.
Further down into the night the girl came again, and plant another
kiss on his cheek. This round he accepted the kiss readily while
looking into my face. I just smile and ask him why you look
at me, i am not the one kissing you :)
3rd attempt this round the girl kiss his lip and playfully plant
the gather kiss to my cheeck. Coz i shifted my face not kissing her
lip.
I am not sure of my feeling whether i am jealous or what.. on
the spot i don't feel abit of jealous... its just a kinda feeling i
am abit disappointed on the instant. (While writing this i
am feeling upset now) :((
He told me last night he isn't this characters (we were discussing
strategy to tackle some problem in business), and he switch topic
suddenly he is a very sentimental man and devoted but his ex gf
betrayal change him totally and when he were to be in relationship
he will go into it deeply. (I am not sure if this meant any
weightage for our relation now ?)
And in sms this morning, he explained that its he doesn't dare
to push away coz he felt its rude. rubbish.. haiz.. he also
mentioned in one of our chatting sms in jokingly tone " lucky i am
not his gf if not he might not get a chance to go club anymore"
sigh.. Coz he club rather frequently, i am not those who are
against clubbing as i do club too but not as often as him.
Over the last occasion, he mention to me he like to be
with me but not the gf type relation (He jokingly told me "he isn't
suitable to me".
He also mention in chat that to get together and be together is
two different things. Suckz.. its hurts..
Often in chatting time, he does at times poke joke on me "he
isn't suitable for me" ..
but on the other hands he is playing this.. At times i imagine
he like me but he would be there at different timing bursting my
dream bubbles telling me in joking term " he isn't suitable for
me". I want to give up but the advance he present me make me
wonder in circle. There are time my sense telling me his is
trying to hide his feeling. how do i know and what can i do ?
or am i still dreaming ? sigh..
Is there anyone that can help me to view this.. i am lost... and
badly need help.
TS, I think he likes you but he's waiting and still thinking
about going further. Try not like him as more than a
friend, he's not worth it since he's still thinking whether you are
worth the effort or not.