Long ago... in 2005, On a teacher day he contacted afew of his
friends to go back his primary school to see the teacher. On the
way back home he saw some other friends at the coffee shop outside
the school which studied in the same primary school. They asked him
to come and chat together so he went on. He chat alot of them and
finally before partialling he exchanged msn with them.
So he went home happily and added them on msn. There a girl
which is his primary school friend started talking to him everyday
on msn. Soon the have a chemistry they meet up more often to
accompany each other. They really have alot of fun. But soon after
1 month-2months of happy moments, the guy found out that she
actually have alot of ex before him and he also found out she
aready did it with other guys. At the point of time he could not
take it and cold to her . The guy is feeling terrible eventually he
makes the girl break with him because he did not want to break
because he do not want to hurt her, he really love her alot more
than anything else. When they break le, the guy friend go and
console her and eventually in 1 week she and his friend get
together and they date for 1 week and the girl let the guy did it
and the guy after doing break with her. [All these happens in the
holiday the guy did not know untill school reopen]
When school reopened in year 2006, he heard of him boosting
around in class that he fucked his ex, at the point of time he was
really sad and angry with guilty. After school on the day he know
about this, he went home and asked her about that if its true. The
girl told him yes. His heart break down immediately and the guy is
suffering from minal depression, the guy have thoughts of comit
sucide and stuffs, but he did not do silly stuffs in the end.
He deleted her msn and hp no. not to contact with her anymore.
He did not talk to her for the 1 whole year and while in the year
of alone he kept thinking of it and finally he came of a decision
that all these are the past, if he really love her why do he need
to care so much about it, so he decided to added her back and told
her how much he love him and want to be with her again. But
unfortunely the girl said " you are too late " . when the guy saw
the reply he really heart broken till he just want death. So he
decided to leave her once again but this time did not delete her
but just never talked again. He really loved her alot till 2009
which is 4 past he still have not given up on her. He had all the
guilty in him he could never forgive himself because if he did not
break then all these won't happened on her everyday he living in a
world of blur day. His world no longer have a smile anymore. He
could no longer shows the natural smile which people has, in school
he has to act as crazy as possible so that people wont suspect
anything for the whole 4 years. She taught him how to love and
cherish someone before its gone.
In 2009 the guy came to poly and he found a girl that is also
good. He tried to pursue her and also give himself a chance to
start a new relationship. And in 2010 afew days after valentine day
the girl he like accepted him. He told her about his past, she say
she wont mind, he feel happy and sweet memories came in till
yestarday 26/7/2010
[ He is with her for 5months+ le although sometimes they quarrel
but in the end will get back to normal]
Yestarday morning school was fine, they are happy together but
the terrible thing came in at nite when the guy talked to her she
give him a attitute when the guy ask him why like this , she said
dunno . So the guy give her sometime to cool down and after tat he
talked to her again, she said sry about jus now then the guy
replied things aready happened , nevermind. she did not give any
reply after that. She post on her tweeter that she always make him
sad than the guilty keep haunting her, she want to break but the
guy dun let cos the guy dun1 to lose her again. [ The guy
changed alot for her like attitute and temper ] He dun wish to step
in another nightmare again , his afraid but he dunno wat to do all
he could do is juz smoke and drink everyday. She told him that they
will talk today about the matter.
So Today has come when she enter the class he rush over and ask
her to talk about it then she said talk after school, so the guy
wait till school is finish which is around 4+ but once school
finished the girl rushed off and when he smsed her she said she
went home le, then he was depressed and asked her thought she said
that to talk today. She then replied talk another day. The guy wish
to cry out but he could not cause his friend is with him. The guy
just tried talking to her on msn again but she did not want to
reply at all. Please tell him what to do ? anyone?
[This is not a complete story because the story is accumulated
of 5 years so i just make it short]
I would advise The Guy to withdraw his focus on The Girl until The
Girl needed his focus on her.
Nobody can force another person to love and since there is no
reason for anyone to be together and fall in love with each other
in the first place, then there is certainly no reason for them
to be exclusive to each other only.
If either one decided to leave for good, it's always better to
let them go even if you do not have the capacity to wish them
well.
There is no reason for people to come together and certainly do
not require any reason for them to leave each other.
Just need to find the right person for themselves and it doesn't
means relationships are meant to be forever.
People in relationships takes it too easy upon themselves
because of their naive thinking that their relationships is going
to stick with them forever, nothing is forever except for
DIAMONDS.
