i have a 1st time gf about 8months already now. let me tell you
all about me and her daily life is like and i will make it as short
as possible. sorry if got any spelling mistake and im lazy to
care.
this past months, i was working 6days week job and shes studying
in poly. almost everyday i accompany her to go school and then i go
off for my work at 10am or 1pm. then after my work at 10pm, i go to
her house nearby void deck to meet her and her frens for relax and
chit-chat. after that i will go to her house to stay overnight.
then thats it my daily life.
whats is on my mind now~
1: i have a home, i choose not to go home and accompany her. if
i choose to go home im afraid that she will be sad and miss me so
much. i did bring her home to let my parents see. 1 week 1 time
only so i only go home only 1 time for a week.
2: i was having fun with her and her frens too while chating and
playing poker cards.
3: im tired and i dun feel like everyday send her to school or
meet her.
4: i have been thinking randomly to break up with her. And also
while quarrel with each other i will also think of this.
5: and last saturday is the 2nd time i lie to her that i go
watch movie and play lan with frens but actually i go clubbing wif
my best fren that he told me to go. i know she dun like me to go so
i lie.
6: so on that sat i quite intrested with a girl. i dance wif her
intimately, kissing, hugging.
7: im confusing right now and really dunno wat way to choose or
i should make a stop from doing things wrong.
8: but my gf shes a good person. filial to parents, care, cook,
encouraging me, worry about me when i suddenly never pick up calls
or very late msg. i know she loves me alot.
9: im starting to get tired of everyday things. wake up >
send her to school > work > go back to her home area with her
frens chit-chat > then go back to her home to sleep around
12-2am sometimes. then continue everyday....
10: what should i do i have been thinking alot alot... is so
good to be single again but yet when single it feel so lonely...wat
should i do?
It is best you let her go. Meaning break up with your gf.
You are bored with the "predictability" in this
relationship.
Many people get bored after a while. So what you are going
through is very common, as this is your first gf.
With predictability, comes stability. So you have to be able to
give up the "stable" life you have now.
You must be wondering why other people doesn't mind the life you
have now. It's because they've experienced "unpredictability" in
their life before, that's why they are able to "cherish" the
monotonous life which you so want to leave.
Leave this girl, let other guys who are ready for a stable
relationship have her. It's unfair to her if you hold on the
relationship for your own selfish reason.
You need to go out there and explore first. Get this
"curiousity" out of your system.
Have fun. Regrets you will have a few, but without it you will
not be able to cherish the good which will come later in your
life.
