i suck at making life decisions.
every time i am in the midst of making major decisions, lots of
things will crop up to confuse me. ok, i admit i could be
confused myself about direction and stuff, but who isn't at some
points of their life. i could be anxious to the extent of
pacing up and down, being fidgety, unable to concentrate on the
work on hand, delaying making the decision, avoid talking to people
who are the stakeholders because i am griped with guilt, obligation
and fear. even to the extent of freaking out and running away
when pushed to make the decision, hence leaving the other
stakeholders flustered and angry that i did a u-turn on them.
i tried to talk to people before making a decision, but
that didn't help. it only confused me. i also
tried keeping absolutely quiet and relying on myself solely to make
the decision, however i usually get eaten up by the anxiety when
left alone.
what can i do to help myself ? i have lost many
opportunities and time, and damaged relationships due to
this. i mean no harm to anyone, i just wish that i am better
at this.
by posting on forum = you want suggestion? or you want to be
confused? o.0
