What to do if the girl is not interested?
Analogy: It is like stage IV cancer. Incurable, inoperable and
there is no future with anyone else.
I have more than enough looks, can really make her laugh, so me
being not good enough is not a reason or issue. I don't understand
how it is possible that she can "final decision" say it is
impossible between us. She said "no" although with regret. Why she
want to sabo herself like that? No, she's not going to be a nun.
There is no reason so don't say "maybe this" "maybe that". No
reason to reject yet she said "no", although regretfully.
In short, when faced with a final "no", incurable stage IV
cancer, what to do? Only brain-wash will work but say don't use
brain-wash? What other satisfactory answers. I would also most
appreciate comments from Christians, Buddhists and religious what
to do with the curse.
Why even mystify a
rejection to that of a curse? And seemed like you made a number of
assumptions, which imho may not accurate through the eyes of her
perceived reality.
Surely there are reason/s for rejection - just because you don't
understand doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
Your perception that you are good enough is not as important as
whether she feels that you are needed. From a marketing
perspective, an excellent product may be a good, but if there is no
need, naturally there will be no sale.
Are you a need or are you merely a good product?
Think about it. 
Cheers