Firstly, you distance yourself from everyone else in the first
place and you expect ppl to be nice to you ? You think negatively,
you oppose to everything that others said/did and find them a
nuisance. Seriously, who would wanna befriend a person like this? I
don't know what you mean by your church friends are traitors? What
have they done to you?
And you think you are perfect and all? Hmm well, continue to
think this way and I can guarantee that you'll stay like this
forever, if that's what you want. Sure, you can rant here for all
you like but nobody will help you if you don't help yourself.
I think you need a wake up call.
/edit: and oh ya I think better not get a wife, because a
woman likes to talk abt random topics, makes a lot of noise and
always think they are right. 
The word traitor means they will only want you to clear up the
mess, never calls you when it is fun time.
2nd part - I am not saying that I am perfect, it is just that I
don't and never liked to cave in to people.
to the last part, I believe true love does exist, and I will
definitly find a wife
