do u know what u want to do when u were growing up ?
i think i wanted to do geography or science. be an
archaeologist, be with the earth (nature), carve maps. count
o'mashi in the english patient held my ideal profession. i
never really am a people person. in fact i hate people.
i don't grow up this way, but grew to dislike people because of
hurt caused by my closest folks. if one day i can be by
myself, i'll be so happy. at most just be with my gf...
she draws, i by her side... how nice.
as i grow up, i end up doing the thing i hate. isn't life
funny ? that's why nowadays i don't plan anymore. some ppl
call me lazy n slacker but i heck care le. i gave my whole
life to one cause but look where i m today. ppl can
understand - good. they can't understand, i don't care.
i wish i had followed my first thoughts instead of editing them,
listening to ppl telling me i SHOULD do this do that. fu*k
family, friends n god. i used to be a spiritual person.
on the day of the birth of the creator, i denounce my religion.
