I am very sad and demoralised, I not sure how am i goin to cope
in the future... i am still young but I am already wheelchair bound
forever and both my legs amputated due to accident. doc say i have
no chance of walkin again.. cry
There can be no words expressed here or anywhere else that will
comfort you, for in your own despair, you have constructed and
fabricated a wall around yourself, in the belief that you are a
lesser mortal compared to anyone else, as evident by your fear to
face outsiders.
However, do remember you owe no one a living and no one owes you
too. You are your own person and the only one who can call you
ugly, worthless or look down on you is yourself.
If you condemn yourself, then there will be no hope for you and
you will live a wasted life.
I plead that you come to terms with yourself and face up to
reality. The loss or whatever that happened had already happened.
It is what you must do for your future that is more critical. You
are still alive, with prothestics that can make you as normal to
anyone else as you wish and believe.
Do more excercises and get accostom to your new life. You are
still breathing and alive, living the gift of life bestowed upon
you, to know pain but to experience joys as well. It is within your
power of choice, no matter how physically challenge you become, to
choose - to face the day with courage or stare at the slow ticking
of clocks in despair.
Remember always - no one can look down on you, but only
yourself. You are precious to our society and fully capable of
contributing to it within your means for our growth, just as we as
a society will contribute to yours willingly.
Cheers!
