thanks a lot, dkcx and forbiddensinner.
anyway, 86jl.......from your ID, i assume you're 23 years old
(borned in 1986?)
seriously, isn't there any way to cure your condition or at
least make it better?
sorry if i sound irritating, but have you tried getting 2nd
opinion? and how are your parents now? still actively seeking
solutions? in case you're relying on NUS / General hospital
doctors, it's better to try Mt Elizabeth as there are lots of
world-renowed specialists there in every field.
i seriously will not trust NUS / SGH doctors in such a critical
condition like yours.
also, did the doctor say anything such as there's a chance u
might get better? as in, at least recover usage of your hands?
technology is quite advance now (even though cancer and AIDs are
still un-curable), and i think there was mention of some spinal
cord attachment that u can fix to your back to let you move your
limbs.
maybe u should make it a point to come here every day or every 2
- 3 days if you can.
we can talk to you and cheer you up. 
and u can also ask us anything and we can update you, in case
you can't access news or the outside world.
only that we need to trouble your little sister a bit.
and do update us on your condition time to time.
Nikar, dkcx and ForbiddenSinner would only be too happy to hear!
wha, first time see NIkar so good, why treat me so bad leh??