1. Please don't insult the activists by calling yourself as one
of them. Activists don't come to online forums to rant and make
petty arguments.
2. You have been using derogatory terms to describe your
classmates, so it's obvious how your attitude towards them is,
hence don't expect them to treat you any better as well.
3. If you're the group leader for the projects as you've
mentioned, how could they get the chance to delete your
contributions? Secondly, if you're not, are you sure what you've
submitted would be truly beneficial to the group? I'm sure the
group leaders have made the best decisions, considering that group
project grades are shared among group members...unless you're
really that detestable.
Let me tell you how I see this whole thing. It's not about
haopors, their strategies to screw you up and whatnots. It's just
that you're getting picked on by the whole class. Why so? Let's
just say that as someone who only have interacted with you via text
alone, I dislike you, so I can imagine that I will burst out in
rage if I have to meet you in person for 5 days a week. Of course,
I may be biased, but only because I'm taking what you wrote with a
pinch of salt until the other side of the story is offered.
Maybe you should start reflecting upon yourself instead of
trying to put the blame on others.
Answer to your replies:
1. Why not? Everyone is an activist. I read a forum here about a
guy who can't stand his neigbour stomping on the top floor of his
HBD, he is ranting about it - obviously he is activising. Do we
need a certificate, a government approval or a license to be an
activist? Do we need to be a member of an association or a union to
be an activist? No. One thing is for sure - you are very naive.
2. Doesn't mean I am using derogatory remarks, I show it in
front of them. Its being smart while actively reminding yourself
about their not very good intentions. Have you heard about what
Hitler did to the jews, poles, artistic people and romas during the
holocaust? Hitler did such cruel acts and yet till today he is
still worshiped by Nazis and White Supremacist. What about Saddam
Hussein? Even after exposing his cruel lobotomy of the Kurds in
Halabja - he is still widely respected among the Sunni community.
Life is not cause and effect, my friend. It doesn't mean just
because somebody treats you well, you treat them back the same way.
Also, sometimes, people who are cruel are widely respected,
worshiped and supported.
3. Yes you assume again. Again you are extremely naive. I have
contributed some of my ideas, but the leader obviously took my idea
and turned it into his ideas. He was obviously trying to play the
haopor game at me by trying to isolate me and make me frustrated so
I can concentrate on the haopor. But I smart, I didn't and he
couldn't make me even though that idiotic construction guy tried to
say all sorts of degrading things at me. In the end, it only
reflected how low a person he was and is.
You dislike me? Ho ho, I feel your pain. But I think the pain's
more on your side. You haven';t met me and just by reading this you
dislike me? Hah, I will continue my activism. To me, it is such a
tragedy that you don't get to know such a good guy like me. For
your information, I am a really great person, I am not going to say
much but I do get involve in a lot of social community whereby i
help the socially poor. It is your loss. Too bad, I could have
taught you a lot of things about life. Once you get to know me
better, I am very sure you would like a person like me. But too
bad, you are quick to judge without thinking or analysing. Again
naietivity on your part.
Of course I get picked lah, it is natural among people that they
like to play haopor games because its entertaining to them. But
today, I got to proof to them that I am not naive and I got the
better of them by rejecting the haopor and showing my dexterity and
commitment to the project. Its a good thing that the semester is
about to end. We've only got one seminar left and then the rest is
history.
